First of all, I always try to subscribe to the doctrine of "To each, their own" and do not wish to be seen as preaching to others nor am I asking to be preached to - quite the opposite in fact. I have views and beliefs that have been formed by life experiences (like everyone else), I have at times studied various religious, philosophical and spiritual beliefs without ever finding myself convinced that any were for me. Believe it or not I have gained some of my beliefs (or at least tuned them) through the exchange of ideas on the internet (it's not just for Porn folks). Essentially most of my personal beliefs have come from three important and uniquely human pursuits - Reading, Discussion & Questioning (questioning that which is presented as fact or law or necessary rather than questioning the individual as that would be covered by discussion).
I am not offering answers to anyone be they simpletons or theologians and I am quick to agree that there have been a great many wise men and women throughout history (wiser than me no doubt), some of whom have appeared in the well known and accepted historical or religious texts such the Torah, Qur'an, The Art of War, Old & New Testament (whichever revision suits). In my opinion the people represented in these texts have all been just that, people (real or mythical it makes no real difference) each of them was "blessed" with one or more useful abilities. They possessed what was at the time considered great wisdom, had a great presence often as charismatic and convincing orators, some were powerful warlords with sharp minds and sharper swords (the victor writes the history books) and many made great sacrifices which were subsequently represented as being for the good of others (the greater good?), no doubt some were clever grafters that took advantage of other peoples radical ideas. All of them brought about some significant change (actual or mythical) - by questioning (usually challenging the status-quo) and as a consequence of this questioning of accepted ideas they encouraged (forced?) the contemporary thinking mind to reconsider its previously solid beliefs and perhaps even consider an alternative (or many alternatives).
Of course there is wisdom not just in the "Religious Tomes" but also in scientific research, in text books, memoirs of great leaders and thinkers and even in works of fiction (yes fiction , good fiction can be a powerful conduit for change through ideas not yet proven or technology not yet possible, concepts not yet challenged). The fictional invisible Pink Unicorn has as much likelihood of existing here and now as any other conceivable Omnipotent being if you question the "beliefs" the majority have long considered "true".
In my humble opinion none of these characters portrayed in the texts, scrolls and tablets of the past were God or his representative, anymore more than the Invisible Pink Unicorn is God or his representative and just as importantly no more than you and I are God or his representative. So God the creator is one thing, which is not the focus of my attention at this time, we can leave that to the Creationist V Evolution debate which is so laborious and repetitive it tends to bring on bouts of nausea. My thoughts this evening were focused more on the idea of the Soul, that unknown, unseen yet broadly accepted phenomenon that gives us life, and most likely if it exists it is the power source for all life (or not?)...
I believe that the existence of what we call the Soul is plausible, we do live and we do die and when we die we are never again seen on this Earth (Sorry but I'm not buying the "I saw Jesus rise from the dead" claim any more than I believe my father will rise from the dead to give me next weeks lotto numbers). The Soul however is a central concept (belief?) to what a lot of this theological stuff is all about, without it there is no point to any of the other stuff about God (except maybe creation but that's another topic remember).
Think of the soul as a power source for the existence of life and like all power sources it requires energy, I am inclined to believe that the soul IS energy. I once discussed this topic with my Dad while he had cancer not long before he died, he knew he was dying and he shared with me the idea (belief?) that our souls are Energy and that this has a tangible (if not measurable) connection to our existence (all existence?).
After this short philosophical discussion with my father I asked some questions of myself and my beliefs and it seemed not just logical but "likely" that this idea meant something. So over the last decade or so it grew to also be my opinion that the Soul (energy) is the source of who and what we really are but it is not a phenomenon limited just to people, it is in all life and is perhaps linked the existence of all life on Earth (and in the Universe). I know this isn't an entirely new idea but after looking into the "facts" about energy I found it very powerful to find out that energy cannot be destroyed, according to the "law of conservation of energy" there is exactly the same amount of energy in the universe as there ever was and ever will be. This was powerful stuff to me and it made me question more about who and what we are and what our place is in the universe, it also made me question the Law of Conservation of Energy but that is also another topic.
Without energy there is no life, no Earth, no Galaxy and of course no Universe - Yes energy can be stored, released, manipulated and utilized in a seemingly endless number of ways but it does not leave us, it does not increase or decrease regardless of how many power stations we build, how many Nuclear weapons we detonate or (if we could) how many galaxies we destroy (destruction is misleading anyway, it is more like "Deconstruction" we do not ever truly destroy the matter or energy we simply alter its configuration. You could blow up the Himalayas but all the matter and energy will not be gone (destroyed) it will simply be altered, displaced and redistributed but it is all still there.
Just as the Soul (Energy) is still there when living things die.
When our body dies, energy leaves our bodies (or whatever mortal vessel it may be, a tree lives and dies as does a jelly fish - they cannot live without energy any more than we can) and this dissipating energy becomes a part of the world around us - is that heaven? Is it hell? Is it enough? Do we need to question further? Of course we do...
Do we need a Heaven and a Hell for our souls or do we only need it for our living conscious minds (our conscience?) in order to shape our behavior in a way that will allow us to exist in a complex society without "trespassing against" each other? Ultimately is Heaven and Hell just a carrot and a stick for the proverbial donkey (heaven being the carrot and hell being the stick) and if so we have built the societies we have using this method so why question it now? It got us this far so why abandon this somewhat successful method of keeping order within our societies?
We must question these things, all things in fact - please do not confuse my meaning, to question is not to doubt or deny, rather it is to confirm or eliminate and most likely to lead to another question.
The difference between people and the other known living creatures is not the "use of tools" or being "self aware" or realizing our "unavoidable mortality" no no no - the critical difference is that we CAN and WILL question ourselves, each other and our beliefs for if we had not done this we would never have advanced so far (or as some may believe, sunk so low).
Absolute power corrupts absolutely, this idea is as close to fact as an idea can be so is it also true that Absolute Belief corrupts absolutely? If you believe in something, have faith in something so rigidly that you cease to question or consider the fallibility of said belief then you cease to advance, cease to develop and inevitably deny that simple but beautiful truth that sets us apart from all other known lifeforms - the desire for knowledge, which in its purest form can only be gained by asking a question?