Things are going bad.

  • I have been sent into a job that is designed to fail, and me and my team are failing. If we do not deliver by the end of the month, I may be a goner. I had about one year employment gap before that due to job cuts. It does not boost confidence.
  • A loved one died.
  • Windows 10 bug wiped out my photos in USB. These were dear photos...
  • I almost died a few days ago. I was at work and my emergency was poorly managed. As I complained, I was escalated to HR. It seems pointing out improvements needed is a problem. So I am the villain now, after my emergency was poorly handled. They did not even dial 911. I had to go almost dying to the hospital on my own. Not even call an ambulance.
  • At the hospital I watched someone die in front of me... shocking and sad. Family cried in front of me. Nerve wrecking.
  • I was collided by another driver and now I have to attend court. The guy is lying. He is guilty and he refuses to ack.
  • An uncle tried to make a false court accusation to take my moms house, using a psychiatric patient to falsely accuse him of a crime he did not commit. My family does not love us. Worst that my worst enemies ever. Fortunately uncle failed, but still our family is not even worthy of being remembered.
  • Star Wars is going down the drain. It used to be my little corner of relief.


When I wake up, this is not a world I want to wake up.
I wake up and wonder what can become worse...
I feel I need your prayers... Things are really bad now.
Things suck right now.