The maddening thing is that she is aware of the fact that dying of covid-19 is the bigger risk. She read an article about a couple refusing to get vaccinated who then both died from covid-19. And she admits her fear of the vaccination isn't rational. But the conclusion still is that she doesn't get vaccinated. I mean, her own thought process logically should lead to vaccination. But it somehow ends in vaccination being framed as the bigger risk.